The delay is the preparation

2020 was a HARD year for me (reference season one of @itdoesntendherepodcast)

2021 was amazing. I healed. I let go. I surrendered a lot of things. I learned a lot about myself. I shed. I had fun in the simplest moments. I traveled. I was happy from what felt like a lifetime of not being.

2021 was my uphill from my rock bottom.

I challenged myself. Moved (again). Met amazing people. Doubled down on my emotional & mental health.

The end of 2021 has been rough, but what feels right for myself. I have hardly ever looked in the mirror and asked myself what I wanted.

I FINALLY feel like I am ready for what I want.

God / Universe can only give you what you’re ready for. It can only meet you where YOU are.

You can not ask for things you are not prepared for, expect to get them, and be disappointed when you don’t.

I’m not a patient person.

And I’ve been asking / wanting things I didn’t know I wasn’t ready for…

But I am now.

This delay the whole time I thought was a punishment… it was a gift.